I wrote this article at in the wee hours!!! Seeing
me here today; speaking to my fellow bloggers, over there reminiscing on the lives
of many people. Like Steve Jobs apparently an innovator of many things a very
influential man in most of our lives. When I say our; I don’t mean me and the IT
family. I mean me IT and everybody. I don’t know a person that has not been
influenced in a sort of way by this man. We lost this man I think too soon. I
used the word too soon because I am quite sure there are a lot of people who
don’t know who I am talking about and that’s when you have lost someone too
soon!!! When there are people that don’t know the greatness of someone. They
are all curiae and never know what you are, what you got and you are gone. What
if today I skied off my verandah and I ended it all. Or what if at my 26th
birthday I died what would people remember me for? Will one day my friends,
brothers, sisters, relatives, colleagues and buddies remember that Titus helped
me achieve what I have I some sort of way? You can ask yourself that. I want
people to really remember me for the innovator, good-hearted, honest, kind man
I am – if I am and I am thinking how such rated things get these days and how
it is easy to forget the greatness of something or someone.
I
want take few minutes of your day and my day to elaborate on such. I start off
with drinking alcohol for instance; everybody got a bottle everybody drinks
now. I remember when I picked up a bottle and started drinking. I started
drinking coz I am influenced while at university. That’s where I was made
popular just like I was young and i watched Michael J doing dance. So I picked
the bottle up. And ever since then I respected the day i picked the cup up coz
this was culture, being in society, peer. This wasn’t something to do because
it was cool, this is not something to do because I mean when I picked it up I
knew what it was.
I
can’t blame the kids I blame the adults; it is ok for a kid to look at somebody
and see something it wants to be and just like it. It’s only right, it is human
nature. But for an adult to fabricate something for some damn reason, it messes
the young and it messes up its future. So I ask you; what is your reason? Why do
you drink? I became addicted to computer and became a machine and because you
are a machine you have to produce results at all times. And because of that I
was losing sleep. And you know what computer did to me? He prescribed for me Facebook,
email, music, videos, database, coding, analysis, billing, trouble
shooting and prescribed this and that
and it was just not working.
I
was not doing this to be cool; I did this because I was I wanted to earn a
living. What are shall I get through all this? Can one be with Computers,
PDAes, and phones day one to last and be safe? What can we do? When I get
stress I do computer when I want to earn I get a computer. I don’t know where
it came from. It came from beyond me. And know why you are doing it.
It
goes without it me saying. Having a girl friend with me - I had my 1st
girlfriend when I was at university too. Was not young but I could not contain
what I would feel. The 1st went. I got my second girlfriend when I
was 24 years. Have never felt what I feel when things are not right between me
and her. True love what people call it? She has influenced me in some sort of
way taught me to be humble and learn to be patient. Come down to live smoothly
with people is will stay a hero in my life for the impact she has put on me. I
got this gal because I she was beautiful. That was my reason period. I don’t
want someone to say why I picked her up. I picked her up to be with a beautiful
woman it ended up to be something else. Beauty is not what it’s now!!!
I
want to be a hero in so many ways. I try to do this for really! Why and how do
you; do this? Let me show you something. I have spent my 3.6 years now working,
what have I done? Nothing for myself - I care about my - our home, I spent my
hard earned money to earn the beauty of the house we live in.
I
am a very passionate man in whatever I do. I want you ask yourself why you are
doing what you are trying to do. Because the reason I picked up to complete the
house I did was to make life for my family, my brothers and sisters and I
better. I am not telling you; don’t get out there and do something. You do it;
it might work for you. I was the first one to do it and it worked for and is
working for everybody home. Which is ok but remember why you did it? And that
reminds me of Steve Jobs. Everything we do today is influenced by this man in
some sort of way. And for some people and a lot of people the reason is Steve
Jobs so what I want to say is know why you are doing it. And if you are doing
it because Titus is doing it; don’t be afraid to stand by that. I want my kids
grow up thinking; I want to do this!!
Make
the world a better place. When I get out in the evening to jog, in some way, I
am making your son your niece your nephew say I want jog. I want to go outside
and play. When is the last time you heard your child say that. When was your
last time you heard your child say mum or dad go buy me a ball because Wayne
Rooney plays football. Go buy me a ball I want to go outside in front of the
house and play? And you don’t even have to worry about a hell is my child doing
behind the damn computer? What is he she listening to what is he she looking at
what is he she watching? Why is my child seated inside whole damn day and at a
young age with obesity? - Because they are not playing anymore. Like why is my
child twelve or thirteen and knows all about the same shit that I know at 30
years? When you ask; the world has changed nobody plays anymore. So I am making
the world a better place.
I
want to end it well. Do this and do that ladies and gentlemen and do it well
and know why you are doing it and don’t be afraid to believing why you are doing
it and you will be so big. I am talking you everybody. Do what you can do and
have a reason why you are doing it.
